sometimes i think that my bro did a lot more in life then me.he did succeed in getting a diploma but it took him 5 yrs to do that and prove others that he can do it.he got a band and recorded songs.played in countless gigs.he has his 2a license already and a loving gf.wat i try to do is prove i can do better than any of my sibs by doing the same things in a shorter time by putting in more effort.but i suck at love cos i put in my best but its still not enough.my sis has a diploma too but she created lots of hell for my parents to finance her studies..and me?last to take the diploma and make my parents feel proud to have diploma holders as their children.sigh.how i just wish life is not about achieving the highest education and highest pay but having to achieve the fulfilment in life and die peacefully..

i'm totally lost in school work.i hate programming!!! C++ pratical test on thurs.Semestral project to hand in by next friday.Iptnet assignment to hand in by next two weeks. concentrating on motor prac is hard enough.am at prac 4 now.rtt falls on the same day the semestral exam starts.and im moving out to woodlands at the end of the month.bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it is indeed very stressful right now.

bought a new hp.ira accompanied me to scout for 2nd hand hp cos my ngage is spoilt fcuk.went all over daerah tamp central to find a good shop and we finally found one that wanted to take in the stupid junk.i got to trade with i-duno-wat model no nokia.but it has a camera!so yea meanwhile kumpul duet lagi beli hp better in e future..-_-

ppl hu like to comment and give critiques are really amusing.they think they're so highly that they can come about to other ppl blogs and create such unnecessary comments.like c'mon already its not the ice age.u want to say things,go to people's corner and shout out loud.like only those nyonyas and apeks will hear and clap for you.yea balls.

anyway.im stuck with the motor prac cos i have no money.waiting for pay on wed.i duno whether i have to work this weekend.gig today?phat nite next week?den it's study time..

starting to cut strangers off my friendster list.i had one week sch break the previous week and worked like shit off.getting pay this wed.but im saving most of it.the ol vs guys had a bbq pit @ f65 but most of them didnt overnight.i had another pit happening on the same nite at e39.had to walk all the way there wit khairi ngan fad..so kecoh until fattah got drunk and went chasing after chinese girls and asking a friend to f*** her ass.haha.the girl actually ran away and screamed.

then went back to the pit n they were already packing up.azhar brought us to sop's hse and i went fast asleep.the cats were bothering yan cos he smelled of bbq chicken.