so yeah yesterday was a monday.which was the first day of the supposed study week but i decided to go back to work.and yeah.it was sucky i tell you
the biggest enemy to a waiter is GRAVITY.and so it did its job.i broke one plate which totally destroys my reputation.and abang madi became angry.and dat was during high tea which meant busy period and busy period + one big bang = head turns to my direction .well enough of dat.den came dinner.which was dreadful..tak bnyk orang makan..not the usual crowd..so basically i did whatever i could to kill time till 1030 and did closing..

hadi is still the usual belo padahal umor da 23..taha lost his 230 bux bet on MAN U winning the match, but the results drew.so he was angry too besides abang madi.well now the breakfast setting is different.when i came back to work everyone was like...'hey!!pendek!!'.."eh!maseh idop ah lu!gua ingat lu sua kena accident langgar lori taik!'..'ahhh tis is the zul i noe!hair like kanasai!!hahahaha'...and surinder the manager said..'welcome back to tiffin room zul!'..chey..kecoh ah eh..padahal im gona be working there like onli this week.haha.

TGIF..last day of skewl!!print quota!!haha..there floorball training later but i aint going cos i have to go to e last dance prac b4 tmlw which is the aud.hah.i still cant believe im doing tis thing.now in com lab 530 doing html.handed in the 1193 project proposal alreadi.left onli one more thing to stress about for the rest of the semester which is doing the website itself..just finished my stuffs.later got lecture liao..

anyways..yesterday ayah gi kl..and mum was alone tending the shop so i had to rush of to help her..cos my sis was werking..and so was my bro..and yah!!starhub antar reminder letter lagik..i paid alreadi dammit..bodohs..house's is in a mess.later the live audio peeps gona come to my house to prepare for tomorow's bbq pit at pasir ris park.first we gona go loyang point sheng siong to buy the stuffs and take taxi to my house..all in using the skewl's money..hwahwahwa..

okayyy.so temporarily my blog template was accidentally deleted by me.and i had to create a new one using an old file stored in my home com.just now after class went to mc d to help out in dedications..and after dat had floorball prac...and after dat had more dance prac..tis time everything is settled..the dance moves..the songs..just need perfection and go with the flow..nad's my dance 'partner' tapi macam kekok seh..well..tomorow gona have more dance prac..but im finishing skewl at 5 tmlw..lambat siak..penat nye...i still have storyboarding project work to do..waitin for my parents to come home..

i tried and tested my new template..not much of a difference but it took me sumtime to do the stupid thing..now in the com lac..my group just finished printing the presentation for tomorow handout..after tis lesson abis skolah!but later got dance prac..haii...gotta get ready for saturday..im not sure if i will be able to play for the nus game..den after dat will be the chillout at pasir ris..its damn fuckin near my house..heh heh..and yah..nxt week i'll be werking the whole week to earn sum big bucks.but dont expect me to blanja anyhoo.maybe naik jb ngan si khai nxt week.see how lah.k taa~!

skewl was fine..except for dickson's lecture..he's becoming crazier each lecture!!can't stand him siak..den wen com skills tutorial..the rest of the module groups da abis..den we had to stay back another hour to study..blearghz..

at abt 2 i decided to go back to raffles to try out my luck in getting my job back..cukop time dapat sak..the only thing i have to do now is cut my long hair..potong kuku..and change back to specs rather than contacts..hmmm...rindu plak ngan raffles..wat to do..sen da takde..wen u're in need of money u wud do aniting to get it..

raser cam masa bejalan laju gitu..just now after skewl had to attend sum stupid talk about life in nyp..blabla den go mkn ngan dorang2..pastu had summore danceprac..but the weather macam buat orang ngantuk ngan malas gitu...after dat jumper dak2 pat tam..main takraw sampai gelap..beh balek..besok maybe gi nus..tgk keadaan..got floorball at 1 tmlw..ivp is coming..so better be prepared..

did not go for 1193 lesson at 8.woke up at 7.and i didnt have value in my ezlink.tepaksa top up dulu before i buy concession..doing html at free access lab.im the onli guy in the room.haha..later got dance prac again..e group doesnt have a name yet.later going liberal about the name.cyaz.

besok start skolah kul 8...haii..kena bangun awal lagi...tomolo got summore dance prac..wtf..at last my name is on the paper..no turning back ar...takper..sporting nye pasal...anything go ar..just now was the dance prac..cant even get the steps right..cos im the onli guy in the group..den like..uhh..paiseh giler lah abeh...den there were people all around...shit shit shit..

my html project is three pages away from comfort zone.finally i did my frames..but one thing i'm worrying about is the java..tak paham siak java..hari hari tengok computer..naik jelak dudok depan computer..but i can live without computers..so yah..
da malam..adios!

kite pat level 4 com lab skrg.si nad, nad and aini paksa me to join their dance group.nta eh camner..tgk ah besok dorang suroh datang meeting kehaper..doing my html now...half complete..well nuting much to update about..hip hop la rasta is cancelled..having bbq pit on 28th aug instead...and the audition for the dance thing is on 28th as well..hahhh...dilemma...

well i write my life so that others cud read.and that i hope others might understand wat i am going thru.i prefer to let live my life rather than to stricken myself to obligations..yeah well rite now i am NOT attached.no strings no nothing.well just need to clear things with sumone..

on a lighter note..
currentli at level 4 com lab doing the html stuffs.have to hand in tis friday or else marks all GONE!!yeah..im sure i'll finish it lah..dont worry..smlm(sunday..went to town..den went to ct hall to watch the firewerks..wahh..tis time lagi bagos dari national day nye..its like non stop for ten mins!!wah!!after dat went back home..

later at 6 ader live audio meeting at blk e..balek lambat lagi..and i DIDNT bring my bloody hp cos i left it in the toilet..bodoh tul..

ok so just now finish skewl at 10 but did sum html things till 12..met hairul gi mkn..den met suhaimi ngan dalilah pat fj..after tat went to 4/5th level carik com to save the files to my html..den did summore html...si khai blum lagi buat html..haha kesian dier..gi sports hall..ader game floorball lawan ite dover..draw 2-2..den i met diyana trus gi jumper yang lain pat east coast..den balek..penat siak..besok ader make up lesson + floorball training lagi..wahhh...bo pian..

skrg pat e plaza having e learining..mengantuk sak...dlm lecture tadi tido...tomorow got floorball match lawan ite dover..saturday ader com maths make up frm 11-1 plus floorball training kul 4-7.i've yet to finish my own personal website..have to hand in by this friday..

most of my frenz chose me to be their listening ear.likewise..i'm honoured to be the neutral side for any of the parties..but wat comes after that is i just get more experience from them and their own personal life ups and downs.i might sound corny but a lot of things have been going through my own mind.sumtimes i share my probs but sum things are just left to be kept inside.

seeing the guy die in the train is like so sudden.god can take u anytime he wants to.even taking the public transport kills u.so why shud one be so uptight about his life..you're given once and only one chance to live it up to the max.

my momma keeps saying tis.frenz come and go and wen u need help they'll not be the one there for you.they'll just show their presence but who matters most is ur family.watever happens,your family is still the one that stands alongside u.its blissful to say this cos i realize that i cant be selfish to my frenz.i spend most of my time at skewl and outside.at one time i dont even recognise my own family.i'd rather speak up to my foes than to my own blood.

but as a person get old he understand things better.well nothing is forever.i've got a quote, one's love sacrifice is for another's.well life in short is beautiful.better be happy with what u have rather than wat u do not.

having IT 1106 lesson at l531 now.yesterday reached home at ard 10 plus.showered and straight den trus tido.bangun dlm kul 3..feeling giddy..jumper dorg pat tam mrt kul 5.den went to kallang to watch the firewerks.met the rest behind kallang mrt.we all went to kallang river and sat there.took pics n vid...den went to ct hall lepak..jumpe suhaimi they all pat esplanade..and yah..saw noraini in the train wen i was otw to kallang mrt.she went to esplanade instead to watch but in the end tak bleh nampak.haha.ard 1030 like dat balek.hadnt really a mood to go out wit the rest cos i was tired and alot of things is still in my mind.

and a quick note.

sumbodi died wen i was on the way to school today.it happened at eunos mrt.wat a fuckin freaky sight.the guy just fell to the floor.his body stiffen,his mouth was wide open gasping for air,both eyes were wide open staring at the ceiling.astaghfirullah hal'azim.

pagi2 hitam da call suroh dtg kendarat..mak..call dua kali den i woke up..tu pon my poly matez hu were staying over kejotkan..abeh siap2 gi kendarat pat 487..sumwhere near pasir ris crest..design escort pengantin BROTHERHOOD since 1990..chey lamer jugak eh design dorang..abis kendarat dlm kul 5..beh balek rumah jap mandi tukar baju ngan hitam..pastu proceed gi changi..

dtg saner..nampak sumer da sampai..pit dier macam takder pit langsung..makanan leftovers..hmm..dkat mlm gitu went to hawker beh mkn..carik bapok..takder keje lain tul..beh dah gitu..went back to the pit..den baring2..bebuals..gi kedaikopi..tis time there were more bapoks..gaknye sunday ramai off day bnyk customers ar eh..hitam ngan selamat kacau bapok..kris lah erin lah suraya lah..macam2!!

dtg balek pit sumer da tido..lembik..abeh main game alphabet..tiga jam sampai subuh sak main...giler..sampai makcik sbelah complain..pagi mandi laut..contacts hilang sbelah..mak..sedih..

she was in my mind all night.but i didnt take any moves cos i didnt want to lead her yet.my mind is so messed up now.i duno how to tink straight.i just had the fucking urger to hold her but i dunno wat kept my hand away frm her..i know shes waiting but yesterday nite wasnt the right time..well theres a saying if theres a will theres a way.but im not even sure about the will yet.and the way..dont say u never've been into a fucking relationship before zul.maybe ure sick frm the previous one.dont want ur feelings n emotions get hurt.maybe thats the opposites on the attraction..if u dont understand my entry just try to understand the confessions of mine.

zul da 17.buah makin besar.bulu makin panjang.tapi tak tinggi tinggi..aper ni hahh...hehehe..got well wishes frm almost everyone i can remember..the floorball guys..(kong asam eh korang..buat ako sampai dua round..tapi takper..memorable..)..the geng..jannah..noraini..hmm dats all i guess if i didnt say out sori eh..

well tomolo gona see the village..i hope there's still tickets available..my wishes(chey siang siang dah nak wish tak sabar)...is all for my family's well being..my studies..and for my frenz..kesihatan important..pompan takder takper..tapi yang penting mesti mo happy slalu..hehehe..