like wat.the.fuck. ok here's how my day went
gi smyg jumaat..jumper kwn lamer..remembered like ol times..smyg doa bnyk2 results tak terok..den suddenli during doa sumbodi called.i didnt pick up cos i didnt want to get distracted..then i went outside n called the number to find out it was from the school.apa hal siak?!so i remembered i didnt pay the school fees..walao!!kimak peh rushing gi parkway withdraw duet..beh gi office..bayar lincah2..

by the time sampai tempat distribute results..budak2 sumer da dapat..ader happy giler..ader nga nangis..ako tgk budak yg nangis ako pon cam nak nangis sak..nasib turn ako blm sampai..maseh ader bnyk lagi budak blm dpt result in my class..bedebar2 sak hati..sempat dapat bebual dgn cikgu melayu..
me:'cikguuu..sayer dpt braperrr..cikgu tahu kann!!!'
her:'yer cikgu tauu..*smiles*..awak dpt results bagus..tgk la nanti..cikgu seriouss'
me:'jgn nk try bedek arr'

as in i cant believe if wat she said is true..den miss tang called out my name
miss tang:'zul!!wat happened!!wat r u gona do now??'
me:'wat!!wat!!tell me la!!just tell meeeeeeeee'
miss tang:'u got 17..'

hahahah!!!kimak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm all set and ready to go take my results.i've got a really bad feeling bout my results.i'm really serious but oh well.

met up wit zul rauf n yan pat tam swimmin complex..they went swimmin..earlier i went for a picnic at pasir ris park..den sophan n azhar met us..we all took 67 to bedok to mkn pat yasalam...oh yah..i followed yan go buy azhar's birthday cake..almond sponge wit alot of fruits topping..yummy lar..den after eating pat yasalam we went to bedok adventure park to lepakz n let azhar blow out the candles..wah classic seh birthday..i n zul lit up the candles..it was windy tho but both of us successfully lighted all the candles..azhar blew the candles..took pics..lepak til 10.30 den went home..so fun being wit ol frenz.a few more hours to my o's results.

i noe u still angry wif me but i need to tell u the truth coz i dun want this relationship to be based on lies.On the day u say u wanted to be wif me i was having tis confused feeling that i shud gif u a chance.wen i am wif u a feel so happy but its juz dat sumtimes we cant agree in certain things and we always fight abt the smallest things.i do luv u and i do want this relationship to work.but i dunno how.all tis while i've been testing u to c how much u luv me and now i noe tat u realli luv me even tho i have been making u angry.and im prepared to giv u all my heart and that's my answer to u and tis is frm the bottom of my heart.i noe u are angry wif me and i dun noe wat to say anymore to convince how sori i am.

my heart shrunk wen she lied to me.

punyer la bz narie pat keje..the service was a hell lot and i tink the sales was much more higher than other days...well at least there were a few hot chix..
of all things i forgot to bring my hp..left it at home cos i was in a rush n the hp was charging..hell i cudnt contact anyone today..even had to borrow saiful's hp..
saiful bastard giler seh narie..long story ah..
i tink tomolow jb trip gona b cancelled..just stay sini relek suda..tak ya gi jaoh2..
but i wana go sentosa.im not werking tomoro!!suker seh repeat.mentang2 tak kejer..
maybe ngok movie ker..tgk dulo ar..
bye my frengers.

ok i survived two days witout the keyboard..haha..mama sorok keyboard n i finally found it without anyone's help especially my bro..
me:'woi maner keyboard?!'
bro:'manerrrr akooo tahuuuu' he sengaja drag the words..

anyways..yest at work was very unorganised.lagi lagi dgn si faezah doin burger board..cock up giler sak..order belambak n not one burger is done..wells wats wit me n burgers.
on the sidetrack..she came with the resignation later.tis sunday wud b her last working day.and so i tink im gona quit too.the pay really sucks.she wana quit cos shes havin her o levels tis yr.better concentrate hard.

talking bout o levels..the results are gona be out tis friday.thats wat i heard la..wat a day to give out the results.im fucking scared how my results are.well i hope all goes well.

got work at 4 later.i tink tomolo im gona go jb to have a nice relaxing time wit my frenz.cos i know the following day wud be chaos.

i got nuting to do.i start work in an hour's time but im still not ready yet..i love to blog hop n i hopped to zieg's a couple of times n now im addicted to mew.haha..downloaded couple of their songs..and i find it nice okay!wells just now in the morn i fought again wit her..i dunnoe why such small things can become a big thing..girls and their mood swings.pfft. gotta get going.

i was actualli not supposed to go to work todae.but early in the morn si wan msged me to cover for him..since his mother was sick n had to take leave..and so i decided to say yes..i had nuting to do anyways todae..mite as well go find work n get xtra income..

giler sia me n larry just now..took turns becoming crazy while at work..sheeshz..well i chcked ma bank account..the money's in..but not alot..i tink im gona save tis time round n not spend it all on stupid stuffs..

have work on mon,tues and wed.that makes it four working days in a row..anyways..she din say that she took leave that morn..i asked wat time she finish her work..den she tell me shes not working..nta aper reason ckp adek dier sakit gaknye..tu pon si maria bilang seh..wateva la if u dont want to tell me fine..im not forcing u to tell me anitingz..im still wearin my contacts..eyes r so dried up.gona take it out laterz.ciaox

ok so i was expecting a nice time at la salle..met up aufi at his home first at tam..den he wen he's all dressed up,both of us went to tam inter to meet the rest..biler smer da sampai den went to kallang..si shahan dgn arep plak jumper kite pat saner..den we all took 12 to la salle..ok uh paid 5 bux den went in..oh yah..met all my ol frenz..too many to be spoken of..bluergz..

was having a nice laughin time..till i saw 3 policeman comin in frm the band entrance..wat the hell takkan gig kena cancelled lagi like the last time the gig was held at la salle two yrs ago?!and summore my bro's band 2 mins late was supposed to perform just b4 they came!!puki la!!then they turned on all the lights and switched off the air con..makkao kurang ajar siak..din get to see my bro perform since they came back frm kl ska wars 2..

den more of the police came..the gig was officially ended by the organisor's final decision..everyone wanted their refund back..and so they did.i got mine.i tink sum of them came back for a second round of refund..5 bux saper tak nak..haha...and den there was this commosion outside..nta ah..budak kena sebat pat lua..aper ako kesah tak ya carik hal sua..haha..

den balek ar..stupid gig..ugh!

seriously have nuting to do rite now.
just now woke up just in time at abt 12..den siap siap took a ride frm my bro's bike gi masjid istighfar..kimek dier bawak 120kmph..cam nk tecampak siak..i didn bring my wallet thinkin dat he wud send me back hm frm the masjid..den skali after smyg jumaat dier gi str8 ride all the way gi tanjong katong complex..ape kena sia..

den frm there i went on my own to sim lim square using my mom's ez link..met ikhmal dere..den jln2 all ard sim lim cam tak de hal..met the camera we were talking abt..yada yada and we went back hm.well i went back home to change..went n met my dear..she just woke up aye?kuat tido btol..gi bk jap check my schedule..heard sumthg bout erica blaming hasbiyah taking money out of the cash counter..mak kao how can u just tuduh sumone without evidence..kimak..den she got out of bk frustrated..well she has the right to be cos she innocent n the manager is just making wild guesses!

enough of that..den both of us took 27 gi compasspoint..gi pizza hut..ako ingat nak kasi roster..padahal ako kena buang kerjer..kimak nye BOH!!manager paling tersial dalam singapura..well i said my last goodbyes to those werking..gona miss that place..ah well fuck k?because of the bloody manager i hate that place.

after that sent her back home.tada im home too.

today i did nuting much.
ard 5 went in front of my dear's skewl gate.tungo peh lame tak klua2..den skali si mahmud plak datang dgn basikal dier..so we went to kedai jap..ingatkan my dear klua lambat..i tried kolling her..her hp was turned off..atau batt low la tuh..
den she kolled me..sayin shes at home oreadi..ya allah org dari tadi tungo lua gate skola dier,ader dier da balek dulo..
den slacked bawa blok dier dgn mahmud..saw her mom,she was on her way to pick up nini's adek..den she chged..mahmud went to chg too..den gi mkn pat kedai kopi tekno..beh mud nak gi gunting rambot..so followed him gi potong rambot ar..wah skrg suda hansem liao hor..he banged my hand against the barber shop door..sampai skrg bisa siak..
pastu gi kedai cd plak..dorang dua pinjam vcd..den dok bawa blok agik..main gitar..bla bla sampai kol 10 lebih..den alik..tada..

b4 werk gi kedai kopi mkn..den sampai bk..nampak si nasrul dgn matair dier..matair dier macam sombong jer..nak nak nasrul..jumper kawan lamer macam tak suker nampak..beh everyone was like normal..until sumthg suddenli turned ugly..si wan alih alih tukar mood..nampak dier cam nk nangis jer..tapi i buat muka derk arh..sumth bout wad has accidentally did during work i tink...not sure lar..malas nak masok campor pon..

den mlm si noraini buat perangai plak..tungo dier da sampai kol braper..den i kolled..she just woke up..ok la shes sick n alls..but she cud have told me earlier she not coming..tadi siang ckp nk dtg..beh tak sampai pon..beh buat hal gadoh plak..well i cud hear her cry over the fone.thats..i duno wat to say.but im meetin her tomoro.depan gate skola dier lagik.haha.macam bapak sia.

k ah.nites ppl.stop reading can u.this is my life.stop commenting.

just another tiring day at work.went to work as usual.otw met suhaimi n his frenz..den met si nisa n is..den work as usual till nite..den nini came at abt 8 plus..jst as i was finishin work..she went to go study b4 she came..n bla bla sent her to her doorstep..den i went back home not knowing that my father had gone to kl.the car isnt at home..so he mite have taken it to kl..gd news for me.i tink.farhan pizza hut also called me just now asking me what was my schedule's like..i said i dunnoe wen im gona go back to work at pizza hut..he too dunno dats why he ask me.haha blur guy.mite as well go find a new job lar..well i have to go sleep.got work later.

im sleepy.tiring day at work.got work again tomorow.how dreadful.gd nite.

at 6 in the morn she called me up.to scold me that is.i didnt notice on the schedule that she was supposed to work in the morn shift..and so i didnt tell her la..den wan told her that she's supposed to work at ten..dier punyerlah bingit..den nasib okay..i went back to sleep n woke up at 11 plus.

went out den met her while she was givin flyers..den slacked ard till she finished work at 4..den just now was the first time i went to her house..met her mom..hehe..actualli met her mom b4 at work..her mom ordered 4 spicy at first..and so i tot it wasnt my order..den suddenli chg of order to four single mushroom..makkao kelam kabot sak kena buat burger..anyways..her mom says i like to smile alot..biaserla cik..heh heh..

den both of us went to habibie..well she was hungry..after that gi mcdonald plak blajar math pat saner..kepala cam nk pecah sia ajar dier math..she had 34 algebric questions to do..den sent her back home ard 8..took the bus n met aufi n gang pat blkg sogo..ard 10 i left to go home..kinda tiring dae..tomolo got work!!work work work!

i got attached today.it was hard trying to win her heart.but at last it was all worth it.realli.i hope she doesnt play wit my feelings..n shes tinking likewise..well relationships are abt patience..understanding..trust..n utmost of all is love..

happy valentine dear.

ako cam nak bunoh jer manager sial pat pizza hut.he retrenched alot of workers.n i tink im gona be one of them.those i can recall hu r not werkin anymore at pizza hut are..auji,wiwiek,yunos,farhan,aidil,yazid..kaos..kena tendang pon cantek ar.da mintak tolong aufi utk carik keje pat tmpt keje dier..the pay more better sia..

anyways..tadi sempat gi nyp open hse..wore my pizza hut uniform and the ppl there kept staring at me..stupid bitches.met a lot of ppl there..shahira went all retro..i cant even recognise hu the hell she was under that disguise..den met taha..si fatimah..and the mi clique..spent the whole day wit samir n his frenz at the floorball booth..he showed me ard the skewl..tnx alot ar samir..dat aqasha dude is funny as hell.den went to see a hockey match being played at the astro turf..ite versus singapore poly..makkao singapore poly kena thrash 8-0 siak..haha kental bacin..im so never going to singapore poly..hahaz..

den tada im home.

ok firstly i went to pizza hut to give my roster.eddie n aunty was there.only two person in the kitchen.wow.so EMPTYFIED.and i went to an optic shop to buy my contacts.den took 27 to tam n ate ferz.took out money n went to bk.was too early.lucky mahmud came early oso..den he and saiful followed me to go buy cd-r.yay finally i got cd-r!!went back to bk and i found out i didnt bring my name tag.:(

ok work was like normal.saiful did FOC till closing!walao giler siak dehtu..den out of a sudden hasbiyah and noraini came to bk..they came to check the schedule.i never gave a glance at noraini.i know that shes lookin at me the whole time but oh wells.ego smacam siak..den she went off.hah lega sikit..

noel the manager is a kewl guy!i like him!hes a people person arh..not like erica..shout here shout there.den at 9 i punched out and went home.

i freakin like this pic.its so classic wen we were always in the mood to jam during the good ol days..but now everyone seems to be having their own life.
well i need a shower now.im going shopping.alone.

ok both my father n mom nga ketawe gelak2 tgk citer holland v..for goodness sake its a rerun and i've watched it already..its not so funny la..

anyways i just got home.it was so fhaking boring day at work i tell u.noraini din come to work again.she was sick.or so called sick.neh i dunno lar..den mud was supposed to come budden he went jamming wit his frenz..haiyoh..left me,saiful and hasbiyah..makkao so bored siak the crew..and oh yeah omar called me wen i was on the way to work just now.apehal sia dier call.mesti ader hal..nuting important lar..den after werk i was about to take the bus.budden si noraini smsed that she was at cs's bk..aiks?ape hal kao pat saner..sakit sakit maseh bleh klua malam malam..tak btol nye budak..kalao ako da tido syok syok..she was wit wan..nga tungo fendi lar tu..fendi muker dier stop it siak..muker legong malaysia btol..haha!!dats all.

yesterday i fucked the manager.at first he was the one wanting to find fault.'eh u!y?u not happy ah?'.cam seeyal dier nak carik gadoh..tapi takpe..kewl je..beh biler part nak balek..da kol 4 so mampos arh ako belah ape ako kesah time ako balek pe.beh dier ajak bebual.maki hamun ah ape lagi.kanina sini sana.pegi mampos sua.lagi duer minggu ako letak jawatan ah puki.gaji pon macam pukimak.

beh pastu jumpe dgn noraini pat bk..dier nga nak tungo sunny.tapi si sunny datang lambat pulak..so we went off first gi dok bawa blok.bleh tahan la ajar dier sikit saner dgn maths..beh da start ngarut plak ah..den ard 8 plus jumper kawan dier..kawan dier nak check duet gaji da masok ke blom..after that went to sumwhere near her blok..lek jap..mkn minom jap..beh jln ah ard 10..jumper mud plak biler time nak naik bus..mud nak gi bedok jumper kawan..penat sia..balek..mandi..masak maggi..makan..beh bertutur sms dgn si nuraini plak..hah..kan ako da kata ako akan menang akhirnya..tgk nanti valentine..

im gona go fight with both the managers.seeyal btol gaji macam pundek.ujung bulan ako quit jugak ar abeh join dgn aufi gi keje jadik small time engineerin job.

well after werk todae promised noraini to tuition her.well the library closes at 5.ntah la how.my nose is runnin.my back is achin.my head is spining.and i tink my hair is growing.

im at np 8th floor at fsv block 54 now using yan's laptop.they have wireless internet here.it's awesome.sri performed a reggae song wit azam just now.it was okayy la but a lil sumbang cos i cant hear sri's guitar..den sri went to do sum editing n yan went to get his forgotten password.its very hot here n stupid me i wore sweater.well nuting much to update.tomorow is gema puisi artistik.looking forward to dat.

yest late at nite she smsed me.lucky i was still awake playing the com.sayin dat she is havin stresses bout tis n dat..finally i made her cheerful.dunno why lah im like a counsellor tis days.ppl complain to me about many things.maybe cos by nature im a ppl person.dun like to see ppl sad n alls.fortunately now i dun have any serious stresses n worries.xcpt for that lil reminder of o level results coming out.i pray hard that i wud not fail.or get bad results.i dont want to come back seeing the dissapointed look in miss tang.i hate her okay.she'd give sarcastic remarks and alls if i dont make it.like watever.ok..lil off sidetrack

yeh..just waiting for the rite moment.btw she knows alreadi.told her.shes the one that wanted to know badly.hah!erica suspects.sunny suspects.wan has n mud probably know it already.saiful jer tak tahu.haha..saiful seleng tol!

hello journal.im tired.i start work at 11 today.en i have to rush to bk to work at 4.i dunno if i can make it in time.saturday is my pay day.remember to pay ur hp bill zul.buy contacts.buy new parfume.buy..erm dunnow wat else to buy lah..

ok yesterday i worked frm 11 to 7 at pizza hut.nabuey si farzli backstab me to the manager.cheebai.ako jaga slua dalam ako kau jaga kao nye ah sial.abeh ako kena maki dgn si manager sial..yg ako tak dgr ckp si farzli.kanina!!dier bleh main hp..releks..tgk orang buat kerja..padahal ako kerja keras siak!!there'll be no second time i tell u.kao buat mistake ako kasi namer burok pat manager ah sial.nabrei!!geram siak!!ugh!!tapi takpe..double pay nye pasal narie step calm jer.met si irwan kawan abg nyp yg slalu datang umah modify motor dier.he was sent to here as an attachment cos not enough workers.i hope ar compasspoint pizza hut wud shut down.cos the management sux i tell u.most of us workers want to quit cos it is a quite stressful job.
on that note.yunos tunjok perangai dier beh dier gi buang nametag dier depan manager.said that he resigns for good.whoa..

then after werk went to umah nenek.i slept siak after eating.damn tired.i got bk werk the next day.have to go sleep and get some rest.wonder how my day will be today .